Emotional Baggages

When we left pains and hurts that we never deal with, they become emotional baggages in our life. We may have moved on, chucked it aside. Forgotten. But nevertheless its still there.

While helping a friend to cope with her depression/pain. I got emotionally attached to her problem. Her problem become The problem. The problem become My problem.

Emotional baggages started to surface, and brought back all the past pain.
Half a yr YOUNG baby Christian, I should have learnt not to rely on myself.

Lean on God's shoulder was so much easier. Time to admit defeated. The problem was too big for me alone. Yet too small for God. I'll leave her in God's hand. God's will guide and heal this silly girl who cling onto a broken relationship. May God grace be apon her always.

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RAIN DOWN

Looks like tonight, the sky is heavy
Feels like the winds are gonna change
Beneath my feet, the earth is ready
I know its time for heaven’s rain, it’s gonna rain
It’s gonna rain, again

Cos it’s living water we desire
To flood our hearts with holy fire

Rain down all around the world we’re singing
Rain down can you hear the earth is singing
Rain down my heart is dry but still I’m singing
Rain down rain it down on me

Back to the start, my heart is heavy
Feels like it’s time, to dream again
I hear your voice, and yes I’m ready
To dance upon this barren land
Hope in my hands

Do not shut, Do not shut, Do not shut the heavens
But open up, open up, open up our hearts

Give me strength to cross the water
Keep my heart upon your altar
Give me strength to cross this water
Keep my feet don’t let me falter


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I soaked myself in the rain.