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Saturday, March 31, 2007

QUOTES


“But he was pierced for our transgressions, he was crushed for our iniquities; the punishment that brought us peace was upon him, and by his wounds we are healed. We all, like sheep, have gone astray, each of us has turned to his own way; and the LORD has laid on him the iniquity of us all.”- Isaiah 53:5-6



gone astray? where are u God? Im still searching for u.....


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The pure, overcome-all-odds love story is something every girl will dream to have...To have someone sweep us off the feet and fight for love in a big way...to feel love for that someone in spite of all rationals, with all the obstacles ahead...to feel that love can triumph...to have a happy ending...

No matter how unrealistic it can be, sometimes it doesnt hurt to just wonder and dream a little about it...right? *smiles*


took this off from someone blog entry. Found this quite true. =)
we can create grand dreams that never leave the ground, or we can be builders of dreams that come true...

Its the same for guys in some ways i guess.... to be able to provide... to be able to clear all obstacles... holding on... and making sure, assuring that no matter what happen, he will stay with her till the end... yap =)

Wednesday, March 28, 2007

MEMORIES

Someone bumped up an old post of mine in the forum. Tons of memories flow back. They were tears of joys and of laughters. But no longer do they exist. Now, what is left is only the emptiness. So many familiar names no longer around. People you used to know so well are no longer by your side.







cast emo aside. Okie! found tons of spelling errors, grammar, vocab errors on my post. =x and i 'saw' that me. Young. Reckless. Strong. Confidence.
Guess parts of that me have die. Gotto take time to rebuild myself up. Time.



"All your life
you are told the things you cannot do.

All your life they will say
you're not good enough or strong enough
or talented enough.

They'll say you're the wrong height
or the wrong type to play this or be this
or achieve this.

THEY WILL TELL YOU NO,
a thousand times no until all the no's become meaningless.

All your life they will tell you no,
quite firmly and very quickly. They will tell you no.

And YOU WILL TELL THEM YES."

Sunday, March 25, 2007

SUN

There will be time... when it rain.... time when the dark cloud covers the sun....
time when the night fall......... and everything turn dark...


But the sun is always there. Never stop shining. U may not be able to see it, but nevertheless, its there.

Never stop shining. For us. =)

Closed Doors are a Blessing

Open doors in life means opportunity, progress and promotion. But unexpectedly certain open doors close. It leaves you desperate. Then you cry out, ``O my God, where are you? Is it all over for me? Open one door for me. Give me a sign of your goodness.1''

This cry comes from desperation. But you as God's child need to be better informed about closed doors. They do not mean that it is the end of the road for you. They do not mean that God has stopped caring for you. But it means quite the opposite. You need to understand the loving care with which God closes doors in your life.

Do not be surprised; you should know for sure that it is God who opens and closes doors in your life. As long as you think it is some human being or institution that does it you are going to be sadly mistaken. If you trust in Jesus; He is the one who opens and closes doors in your life: ``What he opens no one can shut, and what he shuts no one can open'' (Revelation 2:7b NIV).

Therefore, be sure and fully convinced that the closed doors in your life are His doing. You need not blame anyone for that. You need not curse your circumstances. The best thing to do is to thank God for closing those doors in your life. Is that easy to do? Not at all. But that is the best thing you can do!

Now, if you are convinced that it is God who closes doors, you are ready to think of why He does so:


God closes doors so that you can change directions.

Many times you keep on doing what you do all your life. But God might certainly have better things in store for you. Since you are comfortable doing what you are now doing and good at it; you will never think about changing directions at all. You will never even give it a passing thought. So to get your attention, God will close doors in your face. He will not allow them to be opened again for you however hard you try.

It is only then that you will listen to what God has to say to you. He might whisper to you to try something new, to take up a new job, apply for a promotion etc. Now you are ready to hear and obey. Earlier, when the sailing was smooth, you were happy cruising along. Now that you are without a ship to sail; you will start looking for the next ship, maybe a small boat for the time being, that God has kept ready for you.

For example, in the life of Elijah, God provided him with bread and meat through ravens. And He provided him with water from the brook. But then some time later the brook dried up. That was a door that closed on him. Now God had his attention. A new command then came to him to go at once to Zarephath where God had commanded a widow to provide for him. [That was a new direction in his life.] But he was made ready to listen and obey because of a closed door in his life (Ref. I Kings 17:2--9). Again, the most important thing was that God had closed a door and opened another door for him.

So closed doors in your life are God's attention-grabbers. Thank God for them. He is pointing you to a new direction in life. It's going to be exciting.



God closes doors so that you can learn to pray more.

Isn't it true that doors that are open never inspire you to pray much? That is simply because you take them for granted. You do not give it a second thought. You may be thankful for it; but not consciously giving thanks to God for it. But when the door closes, you suddenly become aware of how much it had meant to you. You feel with awesome helplessness the immovable strength of a closed door shut in your face.

Then, in sheer helplessness, you hit the dust on your knees. And you cry out, ``O God, help me!'' The cry echoes in emptiness. You will feel the pain of rejection. You cry out: ``My God, my God, why have you forsaken me?2'' Still no answer. All is darkness. You feel despair. You feel gnawing emptiness. But you have no other way. You continue to pray until there comes an assurance in your heart that God has heard. His peace settles in your heart. Now you can eagerly expect God to open some door for you.

But the moments just before the door opens are the toughest for it is said that the darkest hour is just before dawn. That means, that the time before you receive the answer to prayer is the darkest. It is then that you need to pray more.

In the Bible we find Daniel in the land of Babylon. He was taken there with the Israelites as captive in war. They were there seventy years. As those years were coming to a close, Daniel understood from the Book of Jeremiah3 that their captivity was coming to an end (Ref. Daniel 9:2). He did not dance about when he understood that. But he prayed with all his heart. He confessed his sins and the sins of his fathers (Ref. Daniel 9:4--19); for if there is sin in one's heart God would not hear prayer4. And there came a King named Cyrus who ordered the survivors of the captives to go back to Jerusalem5.

Thus Daniel prayed intensely in the darkest hour just before the dawn of their freedom. And they got it. And Daniel lived to see the doors of freedom open!

So closed doors teach you to pray more. They grip your heart with such force that you pray like you've never prayed before. And when doors open; you will thankfully realize that you have moved up another level in the prayer ladder. Therefore pray with all your might when doors close on you.



God closes doors so that you will stop trusting in man.

It is only when you have knocked at closed doors that you understand that the help of man cannot be trusted. It is during such times you come to know the true character of those whom you expected would help. You might have been given hope day after day by their soothing words of promise. Until one day you found them telling you not to trouble them anymore. Then you felt the pain of being let down; the pain of having been deceived into believing those words which gave you false hopes.

And now you are alone! But Someone stands alongside, waiting for you to realize that He is standing by. Closed doors do help you to see Him stand by your side. Many times He knocked at your heart to tell you that He is willing to help. But then your eyes and hopes were set on those men who had promised to help. So you never heard His knocking. You never opened the doors for Him.

Now that you find every door closed; you are ready to listen to Him. It is now you are ready to say along with the Psalmist: ``Some trust in chariots and some in horses, but we trust in the name of the Lord our God. They are brought to their knees and fall, but we rise up and stand firm'' (Psalm 20:7,8 NIV). Now you are ready to get rid of those chariots and horses in which you trusted. And now you are ready to see God open doors for you.

So closed doors compels you to stop trusting in man. It helps you see that God alone can open doors for you.



God closes doors so that you will wait for His time.

In the wisdom of this world any time is right. In the eyes of this world there is no concept like waiting for God's specific time. But when God deals with you, His child, He often closes doors so that you will wait for His right time.

You have to know that there are many reasons why God would do this. He does it to prepare circumstances. He prepares them in such a fashion that it will be to your best advantage when His time comes. If you act before His time it will be like plucking an unripe fruit. He knows when it is going to be ripe and ready to be eaten. He closes doors so that you will not pluck the unripe fruit. He will open them only when it is ripe. Then it will be to your best advantage.

In the Bible we see this in the life of Joseph. He was put in prison. There he interpreted the dreams of two men. He told one of them, the chief cupbearer of the king, to remember him when all goes well with him. Joseph also asked him to mention him to Pharaoh and to get his release from prison. Even though the chief cupbearer was restored to his position, the Bible says that he did not remember Joseph but forgot him.

Two full years passed by. Joseph might have lost hope that the cupbearer would get him out of prison. But then God's time came. Pharaoh had dreams. Nobody could interpret them. Then the chief cupbearer remembered Joseph. Immediately, Joseph was brought out of prison. And he became Governor of the land.

It all happened quickly. So also it can happen to you if you wait for God's time. Joseph tried to make his release come in his own time. But God closed the door then. He opened it after two years. This was because God had now prepared the circumstances. Now Joseph became the governor of the land.
Have you ever thought what would have happened if Joseph got his release two years ago? He would have got Have you ever thought what would have happened if Joseph got his release two years ago? He would have got his freedom only to become somebody's slave again!
his freedom only to become somebody's slave again! Have you ever thought what would have happened if Joseph got his release two years ago? He would have got his freedom only to become somebody's slave again!

So closed doors teach you to wait for God's time.




God is preparing you for the task ahead while you wait behind closed doors.


This is a more important process that happens to you while you wait for God's time--God is preparing you for the task ahead. God knows what qualities and strength of character you need to be able to handle the honor that you will be given when He opens doors. For that He allows you to pass through difficulties behind closed doors.

All the waiting, all the hardships and all the misunderstanding and ridicule that you are facing now is building muscles of steely-faith in your mind. You are being molded and shaped by God to meet your glorious destiny. The more tough your closed door; the greater the exaltation God has planned for you.

You can know this lesson from Joseph's life itself: ``And he sent a man before them--Joseph, sold as a slave. They bruised his feet with shackles, his neck was put in irons, till what he foretold came to pass, till the word of the Lord proved him true. The king sent and released him, the ruler of the peoples set him free. He made him master of his household, ruler over all he possessed, to instruct his princes as he pleased and teach his elders wisdom'' (Psalm 105:17--22 NIV).

The dream of greatness was God's promise to Joseph. And He prepared him behind closed doors to give him the exaltation that was promised earlier.

So closed doors guard God's preparation ground to make you ready for the greatness that He has kept in store for you!




The Open Door
Finally, you have to really [think hard] on a claim that Jesus makes: ``See, I have placed before you an open door that no one can shut'' (Revelation 3:8a NIV).

It is often found that when you see the possibility of a door opening you also start doubting. Most of these doubts are silly. But during this time they appear large and threatening. At this time if you start believing the doubts you will not enjoy the blessing of the open door. For destroying these doubts you will have to boldly say out loud that what God has opened for you no one can shut. You have to believe it with all your heart. You have to affirm it loud to those who try to encourage those doubts in your mind. Yes, shout it out loud that what God has opened no one can shut.

That is the cry of victory. It is the shout of triumph.

Now you can rejoice when God closes doors. For closed doors are a blessing to you. Thank Him for it.

But be bold to declare open closed doors in His name when He gives you the assurance that He has kept an open door before you which no one can shut!

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Like what the about articles said. most doubts are silly. And yes. doubts can appear large and threatening. I goto lean on God's shoulder. Trusting him to guide me.
As she put her trust in me, I believe with all my heart, that I will never break her trust. I will never never intent to.


But im not perfect. And im careless and forgetful =x
Gentle reminders will be needed.

Wednesday, March 21, 2007

OK. IM BORED =X

You are Ocean Blue

You're both warm and practical. You're very driven, but you're also very well rounded.
You tend to see both sides to every issue, and people consider you a natural diplomat.

Tuesday, March 20, 2007

RAINBOW



My heart leaps up when I behold
A Rainbow in the sky:

- William Wordsworth



YEaaaaaaaaaaaaaa. Finally things are cleared up.

Monday, March 19, 2007

勇气

梁静茹勇气
词:光良曲:瑞业

终于做了这个决定
别人怎么说我不理
只要你也一样的肯定
我愿意天涯海角都随你去
我知道一切不容易
我的心一直温习说服自己
最怕你忽然说要放弃

爱真的需要勇气
来面对流言蜚语
只要你一个眼神肯定
我的爱就有意义
我们都需要勇气
去相信会在一起
人潮拥挤我能感觉你
放在我手心里你的真心

如果我的坚强任性
会不小心伤害了你
你能不能温柔提醒
我虽然心太急更害怕错过你


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love really need courage. The courage to love. To give.
No matter what happen, u hold fast to each other.
Holding on to the believe.
No matter what happen, u have each other.


This:
如果我的坚强任性
会不小心伤害了你
你能不能温柔提醒
我虽然心太急更害怕错过你
is so true =x

SORRY

Because of my stubbornness, i choose to love her no matter what happened.

In the mist of things, I’d hurt a friend of ours. I can only said im sorry to her.
I dont know how many others get hurt because of this. Sorry people. I do cherish u guys as my friends.

But i truly love this girl. And for everything in the world, i will give everything up for her.
Everything. Including my life.

Saturday, March 17, 2007

TEARS

Tears know no respect for time and places.

Thanks people. I’m so blessed to have u all by my sides.
Thanks nuer. Thanks for been there. I’ll be ok de. =)
Thanks dear, for always able to bring a smile to me.

Friday, March 16, 2007

MEET TOYOTA WISH 2008


This is the prototype of wish08. Chio right? Ahahaaa ! If its going to be release, im aiming for this !


changed my blog song. Nice music and W.o.w! lyrics =p wheeeeeeeee~

Tuesday, March 13, 2007

MAYBE

Thanks for the phone call and the talk =). I guess i have them locked inside me for too long.

I know u pple are concern about me. But i guess i still need time bah.

Maybe its because she was like a dear little sister that i have came to know yet unable to care and love her anymore. Maybe its because of all the promises i made to her that will never be fulfill. Maybe its because she was suddenly robbed off my life. Maybe.


Maybe I will find the answer to my question when the time come. Till then.

Saturday, March 10, 2007

IF, IF ONLY & WHAT IF

Often we found these words hang in our thoughts:
if........ if only i have..... what if.........

This brought back what I have read in "FIFTH MOUNTAIN"

"everything that could have happened but did not is carried away with the wind and leaves no trace," said the shepherd. "Life is made of our attitudes. And there are certain things that the gods oblige us to live through. Their reason for this does not matter, and there is no action we can take to make them pass us by."


Often when choose one path.... we will often start to wonder what if i took the other one? what if i choose the other option........ what if.....

How could we know that the other path is easier? What then determine its easy or hard? Other people point of view? or our own perspective?

There is no wrong or right choice. Each different choice has a different lesson to learn. May be they leads to the same destination. Or they may leads to a different destination. The ending doesn’t matter. What its matter is that we grow as we walk the path of our choice.

"There is no tragedy, only the unavoidable. Everything hath its reason for being: thou needest only distinguish what is temporary from what is lasting."

"What is temporary?"
The unavoidable."

"And what is lasting?"
"The lessons of the unavoidable."

QUIZ TIME!

1.Name someone who made you smile today.
Er. u know i know =x

2. What were you doing at 8:00 this morning?
still sleeping =x

3. What were you doing 30 minutes ago?
checking out everyone blog and checking my school mail.

4. What is something that happened to you in 1992?
i moved house =)

5. What is the last thing you said aloud?
wah. cannot said =x

6. How many different drinks did you drink today?
TWO! LOL.

7. What color is your hairbrush?
comb can? orange?

8. What was the last thing you bought?
one plain pretzel and one cinnamon sugar one =D

9. Who was the last person you kissed?
skip.

10. What color is your front door?
blue!

11. Where do you keep your change?
pocket

12. What is the weather like today?
warm =)

13. What is the best ice cream flavor?
choco la to ~

14. What is something you are excited about?
city link! =x

15. When was the last rainbow you saw?
way way years back. I have one in my heart. counted? =x

16. What size shoe do you wear?
9?

18. Are you very random?
no comments =x

19. Do you want to cut your hair?
sure! love to chat with my hair stylist. but can wait awhile i guess. still not that long.

20. Are you over the age of 25?
sorry lor. i every year always 14 =x

21. Do you talk a lot?
none =x got complained for that =x

22. Do you watch The O.C?
the what? =x

23. Does your screen name have an "x" in it?
screen name? can eat one or not? if u mean r.a.i.n <- there! no 'x' =D

24. Do you know anyone named Steven?
yes. what about him? U like Steven? =x

25. Do you make up your own words?
i do? =x

26. Are you ticklish?
nuuuuuuu. im not tickle me elmo =x

27. Are you typically a jealous person?
er hard to say. generally no bah.

28. Name someone whose name starts with the letter "R":
Mine? :D Ray! ok ok we give him that name cos his chinese name is yang guan =)

29. Name a friend whose name starts with the letter "N":
Nel ~ yea!

30. Who's the 1st person on your received calls list?
u know i know =x

31. What did the last text message you received say?
er cannot type out =.=

Friday, March 09, 2007

CHARGING

Arh. tired. I need to recharge. =x

Thursday, March 08, 2007

ALAN TERN + PRISCELIA CHAN

Read the interview dialog on iWeekly. And W.O.W they are together. wheeeee =)

They have been close friends for 6 years. SIX. 0.0 No one is surprised that they are together, except themselves. LOL! well well.

Ok pardon me for my translation.

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Reporter: How did you finally gather the courage to confess?

Alan: I wrote an email, then sms her to go read. haha.

Priscelia: I found it strange then, cos we are such close friend. Why out of a sudden he wrote an email to me, thus I when to read it immediately. The mail was very long and I was touched but was scared that any mistake may spoil our friendship. Thus, I told him I havent read. kekeke. I need time to think.

Alan: I lost sleep that night.

Priscelia: I didnt give him a clear answer. At that time I ask myself whether I like him and I recalled an incident. When my mum passed away, the first person I rang up is him. Although I know the answer, but i struggled for very long, our friendship is too important to me. At that point of time, I just ended a five years long relationship, and im disappointed with love. It's hard for me to put my trust in someone then.

Reporter: So what did you do to make her feel touched?

Alan: nothing romantic. When we are together, I'll try to make her happy and hope that she can see that im sincere.

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yap. True love is not dim by time. =)

BE LIKE SALT AND CANDLES

The teaching of Jesus often was taught with stories or parables. Be like salt and candles.


SALT:

1. a crystalline compound, sodium chloride, NaCl, occurring as a mineral, a constituent of seawater, etc., and used for seasoning food, as a preservative, etc.

2. table salt mixed with a particular herb or seasoning for which it is named: garlic salt; celery salt.

3. an element that gives liveliness, piquancy, or pungency: Anecdotes are the salt of his narrative.

4. to cure, preserve, or treat with salt.

5. to add interest or excitement to: a novel salted with witty dialogue.

Be like salt. Preserve what is good. Add liveliness and exceitement to life. Cure or heal what is needed.



CANDLES:

1. A solid, usually cylindrical mass of tallow, wax, or other fatty substance with an axially embedded wick that is burned to provide light.
Something resembling this object in shape or use.

2. An obsolete unit of luminous intensity, originally defined in terms of a wax candle with standard composition and equal to 1.02 candelas. Also called international candle.


Be like candles. To burn. To shine. Not withholding any knowledge. Share what you have. Not afraid to show or do what is right.

Monday, March 05, 2007

BURIED TENSIONS

Today's Outlook for
Monday March 05, 2007
Yesterday | TODAY | Tomorrow

Virgo (Aug 23 - Sep 22)

Buried tensions are coming to the surface so we can more readily deal with our suppressed issues. The Sun's annual conjunction with Uranus, the most unusual planet in our solar system, can rattle our metaphysical windows and shake our emotional walls. Even the Moon's entry into polite Libra at 4:25 am EST isn't enough to moderate this wild and unpredictable energy. Still, we should think twice before acting in a potentially offensive manner.


You may need to step outside the box and surprise someone with your willingness to take a risk. However, if you are overly cautious, something unexpected could happen to you. One way or another, hidden tensions will suddenly be released. This will either be initiated by you or happen to you. Ultimately, it's better if the disclosure comes from within.



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arhhhh. i hate buried tensions..... its like waiting for the moment to explode....
in the mean while u cant sit still =.=