IF YOU COULD SEE ME NOW

"Enchanting and unexpected' You
Cecelia Ahern



*yawn* 'Finished' my FYP and my report. Hopeful tmw im able to bring some good impression to the head prof.

And last night, finished reading "IF YOU COULD SEE ME NOW". wanted to cry =x arhhhhhhhh. Partly I guess because it make me think of Jessica. I keep asking: " what the reason for putting her on earth and take her back so soon?"

Quote from the last page:
"for a while I was struggling with my experience with Elizabeth. I couldn't figure out what I had won, all I could see was that my losing her was one big black stormy cloud. But then I realised that, as every day went by and I thought about her every second and smiled, I knew that meeting her, knowing her and above all loving her, was the biggest silver lining of all."


I miss my dear little sis. I wont cry. I have promised her that I wont.

If, if only i could see her now....