hurts and emotion

How does one handle emotion and hurts ?
Some choose to suppress it down. some choose to bottle it up.
in the end, we just build layers apon layers; bricks after bricks around ourself.
we trapped ourselves in our own wall.



It's not easy to tear this wall down. We are so used to the 'assured safety' within our wall. We are so afraid of the outside world, afraid of getting hurts again.


Why do we fear so much? Cos fear is never really something that frightening.
Fear is suductives; Fear is so comfortable that we often cling onto fear.
we fear, not the fear. But fear to let go of our fear.

That is why we are call to walk in faith.
Remember the stormy sea, Jesus word rang in my head:

"WHERE IS YOUR FAITH?"


Luke 8:25
He got up and rebuked the wind and the raging waters; the storm subsided, and all was calm. "Where is your faith?" he asked his disciples.

And Therefore I despise myself
and repent in dust and ashes.